10 cool things about being single

Since I have been single for more than two months now, I gathered some benefits of being on your own:

1) You can look like a mess all.the.time. Really, no make-up days become a serious part of your life, cause your flatmates know how you look in the morning and noone else cares.

2) You can smoke, drink, do drugs because there is noone around who would tell you how bad it is for you, except for your mum obviously. But she doesn't live with you, does she?

3) Your room can look like a mess too, cause only you live in there.

4) You do not have to shave! Yay.

5) You do not have to explain where have you been all evening.

6) You can enjoy all the free drinks dudes at bars get you. 

7) Flirtung. Nuff said.

8) You have more time for yourself so you can indulge in the activities you have always wanted to do but never had time for. Like skating, haha. Or studying. And you take a lot more care of yourself too, Lush shopping is your new cardio.

9) You do not have to tell someone where you are going, who are you gonna meet. You can be spontanious.

10) You are free as you have never been.

Smallminded small minds

Do you know that feeling when you are having a really shitty day and in the evening, everything gets even worse because basically you fuck up everything there is to fuck up. And you break a glass and start crying and cry and cry for no reason at all. And suddenly you keep remembering all the sad ťstuff in your life, so you keep crying even more. And you make people angry and you think noone seems to really understand you. Because people really do not, and they do not want to either. Well. This was my night yesterday, fucked up in every single way. But I think it is important to have a breakdown every now and then in a while. Because it helps you realize things. And now I feel different about certain people and certain things. I also have the feeling I am missing on so many things that are going on right now, I hate the feeling of bein über-informated, you know. It's inevitable in the 21st century, but it still drives me like super crazy. I mean, there are so so many things going on - how can one possibly know what really is important and what not. Everything seems really inportant to me, I mean, almost everything that has some media coverage. I just don't know, am I weird or do you sometimes feel this way too? Meh. Let me know, that would be cool.

Escaping Berlin: Prague 2

Actually this post should rather be called escaping home, because I do not have reasons to escape Berlin anymore, yet still I do it. I was two days at home, seen my granny and stuff but I could not stay there anymore, it is simply so boring. So I was really glad when a friend of mine called me if I had time for some work, yea surely did I. And that is why I am spending the two last weeks of my free time before uni starts again in Prague, my beloved city. 

I work in a hotel as a receptionist and it is really cool. There are cool posh ovepriced rooms hahah, I am lucky to not have to pay for it ofc. 

I met lot of my friends I have not seen since summer, my cousins, met new people, it is lovely and I really enjoy it. 

I even had a lovely dinner with my ex-boyfriend haha, so we are cool again I guess. We talked a lot, it felt nice.

Anyway, I am looking forward to returning to B town since I am supposed meet someone and am super extremely mega excited about that haha. 

So I hope you are all doing good, that you are cool and do not have troubles or something, cause I did, a lot actually haha. But nothing major.

So take care my lovely readers! 

Dry the river @ Futurum, Prahue

My lovely friend got me on the guest list so I went to see Dry rhe river yesterday. It was amazing, theyre so cool, seriously, they played unplughed in the crowd and stuff. I loved it, I cried, I was happy. No regrets, life is beautiful.

Sing me to sleep

Since the time has changed, my sleep pattern has been really fucked up. It is such a silly thing to do nowadays, don't you think? I surely do.

Anyway, so i cannot sleep, which means I listen to Caribou and The Strokes and smoke too much cigarettes. 

And think about life, of course. A lot of things have happened recently. I met new   People, fell in love a bit, twice actually, had my favourite backpack probably stolen, written paper for the uni and stuff. Drank too much club mate and coffee, just the usual, lots of beer too, actually.

Berlin has been really rainy and gloomy, so I take too much naps throughout the day too. 

But anyways, I am cool, life is cool, Berlin is cool. Literally. And I am glad to live here, really. Eventhough I miss my friends, it has been a right decision to do, No regretts, really. 

I hope you are cool too! 

Here today, gone tomorrow

The past few days and weeks have been really nice. I met a lot of new people, did a lot of random stuff, smoked too much weed, drank too much beer and had fun! Berlin has been good to me since I have been back from Amster and I gotta admit, I really missed it. We chilled in Görli, I played on the street a lot cause I am broke as fuck and we drank vodka club mate amd partied a lot. I met two nice guys, which was kinda cool, hung out with homeless people and was in spme random spanish flat, fun fun fun. Now I gotta do stuff for the uni but hopefully I will be finished today.

So yea, enjoy life and stuff!