Invisible String

     I am in for the long run, I am in for the lowest of the lows and the highest of the highs and everything inbetween. I am all in. 
    I want to cherish everyhing we have built, all we have experienced and how we grew. Sometimes, it's not easy, but this is my promise to you, that I am in until the cows come home.
    I have to still learn so many things, I still have some things to heal. And that is why I am the way I am sometimes. I feel triggered and jealous and if I do not talk about these feelings and let them eat me up from the inside, that is not what I want. And that does not do any good.
    So here I am, in the vast world of the interwebz, confessing my love to you. Because that is all I can, all I can do and talk about.
    I am going through a tumultuous time, so are you. And I want to work through it. Because I do not want to give up. I know I am maybe a bit silly for literally thinking this blogpost might be a little romantic, I do not write love letters though, I write blogsposts. You know, the millennial way.
    But very much probably it's just a little awkward to be doing this - when the only persion I am talking to is you. It has always been you, invisible string.