I thought the Saturn return period is the time you should be experincing all this I have been experiencing the whole summer long - but I digress.
There is something magical about sitting with your feelings, there is something very freeing about it. And for the first time in your life, not judging your feelings, rather than that just observing them, looking at them come and go. And how it affects your body and your mind and ultimately, your soul.
You know, your worth is not measured in how well you got it figured out. Because no one does, everyone is just faking it.
And the best part about this whole process is that once you realize that and once you go through it, process it, you no longer need any external validation. You are here, and that is the most important thing of all. Showing up for yourself, not giving up and just in the thick of it, still making the best out of it. And not blaming yourself and not feeling guilty about it.
Ultimately, this is all a very beautiful thing to realize. And to be able to rely on yourself and your loved ones - your friends and family. And to actually be able to ask for help and to live through this and become stronger and a more healed human being.
But the path that leads there is definitely not an easy one. I did always prefer the harder way, even when I did not consciously realize this.
The easy one is here for me now and presents itself to me and I will follow this path.
