Smallminded small minds

Do you know that feeling when you are having a really shitty day and in the evening, everything gets even worse because basically you fuck up everything there is to fuck up. And you break a glass and start crying and cry and cry for no reason at all. And suddenly you keep remembering all the sad ťstuff in your life, so you keep crying even more. And you make people angry and you think noone seems to really understand you. Because people really do not, and they do not want to either. Well. This was my night yesterday, fucked up in every single way. But I think it is important to have a breakdown every now and then in a while. Because it helps you realize things. And now I feel different about certain people and certain things. I also have the feeling I am missing on so many things that are going on right now, I hate the feeling of bein über-informated, you know. It's inevitable in the 21st century, but it still drives me like super crazy. I mean, there are so so many things going on - how can one possibly know what really is important and what not. Everything seems really inportant to me, I mean, almost everything that has some media coverage. I just don't know, am I weird or do you sometimes feel this way too? Meh. Let me know, that would be cool.