Made it to the flipside

     Life is very much lifing at the minute, so I'll keep it short and sweet.
I hurt my little finger while playing beach volleyball and decided to purposefully slow down. To actually enjoy my free summer. To smell the flowers and to taste the wine. 
    I have this inner feeling of wholeness and at-home-ness, it is a really nice feeling. 
    Also, typing is a currently a strenuous process for me. So I'll treat you to some nice shots from the last couple of months. 

Look at all the flowers

     This time around, I won't bother explaining why there was no post for such a long time. I have been enjoying winter very much but now we are in April, so we will talk about flowers and blooming today.
    I think ever since I heard the song Les Fleurs by Minnie Riperton, I was hooked on this idea of the year actually starting in the spring, with the spring equinox, not in the middle of the cold dark winter.
    And I subscribe to this, it makes  so much more sense and is so much more natural to us. Or at least to me. 
    Spring is here and so is this fresh new taste of hopefulness.
    Hopefulness is a good thing to have, it does not make you any weaker or delusional.
    It's like optimism, but for the more longing part of your silly little mind.
    
    Lately I have been thinking a lot about spirituality and like, faith in general. And I think I am in a good place, emotionally, mentally and physically. And also, spiritually. 
    It all really is that deep.
    So let this be your reminder that the whimsy you put into your  day-to-day life, don't let anyone take that away from you. 
    It is who you are, all these little quirks and weird little rituals and habits.
    Instead, look at all the metaphorical flowers that bloom and blossom inside of you.
    Look at the beauty of the mundane things. There is beauty in them.
      
    
    
    PS. Im guess turning thirty really made me wiser.
    

Twenty twenty sex

     This is my new year's post. I just spent an hour with creating my own little vision board collage. Loved it for every single second. 2026 aka twenty twenty sex will be more whimsy, it will be even more about strong and inspiring women in my life. It will be about empowerment and breaking cycles. A lot of cutesy stuff too, obviously.
    I hope 2026 is as soft and cold as your favorite pillow. I hope all of our dreams come true and I have faith that they will. 

Actually, yes

     The past few weeks have carried a lot of you only live once spirit and I love it, I really do.
    But it is time to go back to the hermit-like way of living, because I have been feeling a little under the weather these past two days.
    Cozying up, you know - in all its senses and meanings.
    I am not going to lie, spending so much time on my own and by so much time I really do mean about 36 hours lol but it is a long time is kinda not typical for me. I even started working on some uni stuff, that is how much time I now have on my hands. 
    But it is important to slow down every now and then, and I do believe it is beneficial for me. But man, what does one do on a rainy Saturday evening? Exactly, one sits in their kitchen, with a cup of tea and some snacks, creates a banger of a playlist and one writes silly little blog post.
    So there you go, this is my sign of being alive and not ditching this virtual space, I would even dare to say, this virtual safe space.
    

This Is The End

    Sometimes things just disappear. Sometimes you can not fight it and you just have to flow with it. Sometimes you fall but you know getting up has always made you stronger. Sometimes all things that shine are not gold. Sometimes you surrender and for the first time in your life it does not feel pushed or foreign but natural and familiar. Sometimes you flow through life with such an ease even though the burden you are carrying is trying to stop you. But you won't let it, on the contrary, you release it.
    And you know yourself so much better now, you know your value and you stand upright. Just the thought of this is your glimmer of hope and gives you not only security but also so much feeling of content.
    And eventually, you'll wake up and it will be a beautiful spring day and you will be able to smell the new beginnings in the air. And then you realize, that this whole time, this whole transition period was worth it. All the pain was worth it and all the rage (which you did not even know you were capable of) was worth it. You stand tall with your head high, you are grounded and you do not need to keep finding yourself, because you found yourself a long long time ago - and have not looked back ever since. You got this. You are powerful. You are loved. You are capable of so much more. You see good in people and you are kind and genuine. You survived way worse things in your life, so why fold now.